Hello here I am,Rufus..... Whatever....

Yesterday,our Baby Rufus Jones was born.This day was the greatest and also incrediblest day I ever had.
You may ask why does he call Rufus Jones and not Rufus Burns and how was the birth???Good questions which I really would like to answer .So let us start with the beginning.
As my contractions started my mum phoned Sam's mum. After a while Sam arrived and as he entered the bathroom, were I was standing completely nacked, he looked like he had never seen me in his life before.
His eyes wents bigger and bigger and the colour of his face changed in about 20 seconds from deep red into white.
He had definitely no idea what to do as I told him about the eight minutes between the contractions.
And then, I´m really sorry that I lost myself so much, I called him many,many not very friendly names .
But don´t think to hard of me !!!
Like I had said I´m very sorry for this and you can´t imagine how scared I was.
No I wasn´t scared I definitely was on the way to go over the borderline between scared and panic.
I mean you don´t born a baby every day in your sparetime, do you ???
And if you feel like this you lost a bit control, and its also the fault of my hormones not just mines =)
Then we drove into the hospital with my mum.
Just to give you a quick look about how we feel at this moment :

Sam: -Looked like a new coloured white wall
-Do not say anithing
-Shivered the hole way with his foot

Mum: -If you believe it or not: RELAXED
but she must be a bit nervous because fist she drove to fast or to slow and again, to fast or to slow but she never reach the right speed

Me: -Scared!!!
-Afterwards Sam told me that I sounded like a donkey or anything, so you can imagine that the contractions were not very enjoyable

In the hospital I layed down in my bed and listened to mums CD.
Which was not so bad as it seemed first and if mum had not gave us this CD Roof wouldnt called Rufus, then he would have another stupid name like Bucky or so, but for this point later more .
I heard mums CD and then I fall asleep for a few hours.
And before I slept a bit I had not known that this would be my last right sleep for the next month because after I woke up, the contractions started again and I felt that it can not last for a long time when the baby decided to came out.
I deleted the birth part out of my brain I am really sorry but I can just remember a few parts, like that I continued with calling stupid names and that the nurse had to cut something, because Roof stuck.
But every part of me hurt and so I can´t say what the nurse had done .
But after this what ever cut, it all cames quickly ....
Roof was born and everyone was happy my mum cried the nurse smiled and I was laughing because at the moment when you see your baby which was nine month in your stomache you forget every pain, every problems and you are just happy.
This may sounds like things you say in movies, but its the truth.
After the birth I realized the music from mums CD the first time for hours and it was so beautiful and also the perfekt music for a birth that I asked my mum, what this music is.
She did not know the title of the song but she knew the singer: Rufus Wainwright
This was the reason why Rufus name is Rufus and not Bucky =O
But now to the point: Why Jones and not Burns ?
One hour after the birth Sams mum arrived .
As she finished with looking at Roof she discused the whole part of the second names with my mum.
You can imagine that Annie wanted that Roofs name is Jones and mum wanted that Roofs name is Burns .
I was the one who finished the whole thing .
I said that Roofs second name will be Jones and not Burns because I think its important to show that just if , you became a mother or a father with 16 it doesnt have to say anything about your personality or about how you can manage a baby .
And I think that all arguments of my mother for example that the baby should have the best possibilities, do not make any sense .
In my oppinion Sam and his mother managed the whole situation better than my family......