Jason Bloody Gerson

"You do love me Sam, don't you?"
"Yeah of course!"
How you might have guessed I was the person who asked the question and Sam was the one who answered, last night.
This was the main reason why I slept much more better than all nights before.
But in the afternoon Sam hadn't said anything like that.
As he arrived at home after college he said something about Jason Gerson and that Roof isn't his kid, and he said definitely nothing like: I love you or so .
But let us start with the beginning:
Roof woke up for two times this night.The first time, I got out of the bed and fed him. The second time Sam had to go out for changing his nappy, and after he layed down I asked him the question you have already read.
Roof slept the rest of the night and Sam went to college in the morning.
When Sam was in college the day was quite normal: I went out for shopping with my mum and Rufus(we have bought him a little sweet fluffy sheep and he loves it!!! Since we have bought it, he nearly sleeps every night with it ♥), cleaned our room,cared about Roofie...
But as Sam arrived at home after school it wasn't very difficult to suggest that something was wrong with him. And so it was.First I asked him wheather college was ok, than he told me that he had a fight at college. Which surprised me at this moment very much, but after I heard what its all about I understood him.
But only the fight wasn't the reason why we had this row.No.
The reason was the boy who was kicked by Sam....
Jason Bloody Gerson!!!
My damn ex-boyfriend.
He told Sam that he is the father of our baby. And thats the reason for our row....
because Sam, this jerk ,believed everything.
That hurt me most. Sam can't told the truth last night because if he really loves me he should also trust me shouldn't he???
After we finished our row, I was crying and he looked disappointet and desperate.
I'm pretty sure that he looked disappointet because it wasn't the truth what Gerson had told him. I'm not sure why he looked desperate, maybe because of the same reasons.
Or maybe but just maybe because he hurt me so much.