The futur....?!: Get up the baby cry!!!

Oh my god........
This can´t be true...... this must be a horrible nightmare .......
I´m sitting here on my couch with my positive pregnancy test in my hand and the last tear on my face .
Yes you´ve heard right I´m pregnant !!!!
And the father is Sam, who left me alone with OUR problem .
It sounds a little bit stupid to call a baby a Problem but this is it, a Problem .
Sam and mine Problem and he, he left me alone.
He doesn´t want to know anything about me or OUR baby .
Oh my god .....How should I explain it to my mum and my Dad .........
they gonna to kill me .........
and what about sams mother how would she react .....
I´m definitely not ready to be a good mother not NOW.....to early
Do I wanna to get the baby ......of course I don´t want to be a murderer do I......
No, no, no........
its all too much I feel like I have passed a Marathon I think I´m going to sleep a bit and tomorrow i´m going to kill a father......