Slam - Alicia Burns

Hey I'm Alicia and this Blog is about the amazing story of my boyfriend,our baby and me.....
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Samstag, 24. Oktober 2009

The only one who answered was his mailbox......

Where is Sam ???
Sam cant be found since this morning, his mobile doesnt work and I really dont know what to do ....
Im sure he knows the result of the pregnancy test although I hadnt the opportunity to tell him.
But is that the main reason why he went of???
Is he afraid of having a baby or does he just dont care about anything except of himself .
No,thats not Sam I'm sure that he would take care of me and the baby.
And what is if Sam didnt run away but having an accident or something else terrible happened to him which I dont want to think about .
Was I to unfair to Sam as I had said that he just take care of himself maybe he was kidnapped or he has pain at this moment .
And I had thought so terrible things about him.
This night I couldnt sleep.
I know that Sams mum will call the police if Sam doesnt appear until 3am.
So I decided at 2.30am to phone her.
I was pretty sure that she also couldnt sleep.
Ok, I try to replay the whole dialogue (No fear it wasnt a very long conversation)

Sams mum: Hello?Sam?
Me: no .....heres Alicia.
Sams mum: oh.....hi Alicia how can I help you?
Me: I just want to ask wheather Sam is at home ?
Sams mum: No, I havent heard anything new from him.
I phoned him for a million times but his mobile is off and the only one
who talks then to me is his mailbox.
And nobody seem to know where Sam is.......And you really dont have a clue???
Me: No sorry ....could you please call me wheather Sam comes home???
Sams mum: No problem darling, try to sleep a bit!Goodnight.
Me: Goodnight.

This was it.
I really tried to sleep but I couldnt .
My thoughts revolved just around our baby , Sam, our futur ,our parents and things like that.

1 Kommentar:

  1. hey Alicia!!
    I also can remember the day Sam disappeared. It was as horrible for me as for you. I was quite sure, that I was pregnant and Sam was certainly the father! I was angry about him, I thought even if we weren´t together, he could have message me. But there´s a difference between the discription of our feelings. You worried about him having an accident or being abducted. But not me! I didn´t think like you did. I only was angry, because he scooted. He knew that I was pregnant, so he could have help me a bit. The whole situation was disappointing for me!!! I did what you´ve also tried. I tried to reach him, but he didn´t answered. I managed it like you. I called his mum, but from her I got a disappointing message. She also didn´t know were he was. I couldn´t believe that he didn´t care about his mum, me or our unborn child. At this eveing I didn´t know what else I should do, so I did what you also made, I tried to sleep.

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