A parental reaction......

After I hadnt heard anything from Sam(apart of his mailbox),I decided to go round for seeing him.
If I am honest I couldnt really remember the whole situation because my nervs flattered and I felt like everybody was doing things horrible slowly.
I remember that Sam opened the door and one thing that I never would forget was his expression on his face at this moment.
First he looked like he was waiting for every body else but definitely NOT for me .
Than his face get the colour of old cheese or milk or something else and it seemed like it was made of snow which melt away from one second to another.
After this I just remember that I cried very,very much it seemed like every single tear of my hole life want to get out at this day.
Of course I had also cried the days before very much but as I had said it to Sam , first it was harder but then it felt like someone had taken away a huge stone which had layn down in my stomache.
Afterwards we had a talk with our parents :
-my Dad explode
-my Mum always said that it was just Sams fault and that he hates my family and stuff like that( how I said I couldnt remember everything)
-and Sams Mum just started crying
This day was one of my hardest days I ever had in my life .
And the thing that hurt me most of all was that everybody, really everybody had tryed to convince me that I should kill my baby. Sorry. Our baby.