NCT-Classes .....Something Childbirth Something

If I would say everythings fine that wouldnt be the truth theres still the "Problem" with our baby and now I also can see that I am pregnant (Its funny if you look every morning into your mirror and you scared because of yourself because you expect to see a tall girl but now you see a tall girl with something like a ball under her t-shirt)but I still can say that everything is going to be better !!!!
Sam and I went to the hospital for an ultrasonic and thats one point where I definitely can say that everything is fine .
Our baby is a healthy boy and thats at the moment the most important thing.
Another point which wasn't actually not so good was the NCT-class where Sam and I went to.
On the one hand it was really funny to see how the other parents looked like as they saw us ,it was a mix between shame, mercy and pejorativity .
Oh I was so angry I really wanted to say ( with a voice from which everyone knows that you want to make fun of them HAHA ):"No ,no its all right you havent to be scared were just normal people like you. We came in peace(Sounds a bit like an alien film doesnt it =))
After this day I can say that I wanted to go to a NCT -class but never, never to this.
OK after this terrible aspect of the last time I have one ,which is really good ...
The relationship of Sam and me is going to be better ......
Isnt that great.....OH Im so happy .....
it is like I fall in love with Sam twice.
But now it even felt better.