Just a little bit to much !?? Rubbish!!! Lets laugh again !!!

I´m really proud of my parents !!!
No , really!!! I don´t mean it in a sarcastic way.....I´m very serious.
First there was the day when my mum offered Sam to call her Andrea and not anymore Mrs.Burns. Sam looked like he was in the mood to say anything that my mum definitely don´t want to hear .
But then he smiled and said politely "Thank you Andrea ".
So everything was fine.
After my mum offered Sam to call her with her first name my Dad hadn´t got the opportunity as doing the same.
Both of them really try to make an effort with Sam but sometimes its a little bit to much .
E.g.Yesterday : Sam told us that he wants to study after school and that his grades are going to be better . Which was absolutely meant serious but my parents laughed and laughed and laughed.
Thats what I meant as I´ve said sometimes it´s a little bit to much.
At the same day as they had decided to laugh about the unfunniest thing in world they had also decided to ask where Sam and I were going to live with the baby .
Of course had we talked about this problem and we, that mean Sam and me, decided to live here in my house.
OK now its your turn to guess how the reaction from my parents was ....
RIGHT!!!!
They try to convince me that we were doing everything false but what am I saying they were not only trying to convince ME they also tried to convince Sam...
In their own way ...
Especially my mum ,she said that its terrible to share a bedroom with somebody. Which means with other words its terrible to share a bedroom with Dad.
I mean , what is she doing?
Does she wants to kick Sam, me and Dad out of her life ???

NCT-Classes .....Something Childbirth Something

If I would say everythings fine that wouldnt be the truth theres still the "Problem" with our baby and now I also can see that I am pregnant (Its funny if you look every morning into your mirror and you scared because of yourself because you expect to see a tall girl but now you see a tall girl with something like a ball under her t-shirt)but I still can say that everything is going to be better !!!!
Sam and I went to the hospital for an ultrasonic and thats one point where I definitely can say that everything is fine .
Our baby is a healthy boy and thats at the moment the most important thing.
Another point which wasn't actually not so good was the NCT-class where Sam and I went to.
On the one hand it was really funny to see how the other parents looked like as they saw us ,it was a mix between shame, mercy and pejorativity .
Oh I was so angry I really wanted to say ( with a voice from which everyone knows that you want to make fun of them HAHA ):"No ,no its all right you havent to be scared were just normal people like you. We came in peace(Sounds a bit like an alien film doesnt it =))
After this day I can say that I wanted to go to a NCT -class but never, never to this.
OK after this terrible aspect of the last time I have one ,which is really good ...
The relationship of Sam and me is going to be better ......
Isnt that great.....OH Im so happy .....
it is like I fall in love with Sam twice.
But now it even felt better.

A parental reaction......

After I hadnt heard anything from Sam(apart of his mailbox),I decided to go round for seeing him.
If I am honest I couldnt really remember the whole situation because my nervs flattered and I felt like everybody was doing things horrible slowly.
I remember that Sam opened the door and one thing that I never would forget was his expression on his face at this moment.
First he looked like he was waiting for every body else but definitely NOT for me .
Than his face get the colour of old cheese or milk or something else and it seemed like it was made of snow which melt away from one second to another.
After this I just remember that I cried very,very much it seemed like every single tear of my hole life want to get out at this day.
Of course I had also cried the days before very much but as I had said it to Sam , first it was harder but then it felt like someone had taken away a huge stone which had layn down in my stomache.
Afterwards we had a talk with our parents :
-my Dad explode
-my Mum always said that it was just Sams fault and that he hates my family and stuff like that( how I said I couldnt remember everything)
-and Sams Mum just started crying
This day was one of my hardest days I ever had in my life .
And the thing that hurt me most of all was that everybody, really everybody had tryed to convince me that I should kill my baby. Sorry. Our baby.