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Mittwoch, 9. Dezember 2009

The simple word future....

Future....
What do you think about , if you hear this word?
Tomorrow, next week, next year maybe you automatically think about your coming life and everything what will happen: family,love,education,job and so on.
Its difficult I think.
The simple word Future isn´t as simple as it sounds, everybody has another perspective on it, other plans someone might don´t ever think about the future they just think about the present.
Which is definitely not false but if you are responsible for another life and not just for your own, you haven´t got another choice as thinking about the simple word future.
As we got back our GCSE´s my mum talked the whole day about how unfair a pregnancy is for girls and how easy it is for boys.Because my GCSE´s were really terrible and Sams were good.
My mum just ignored one important point all the time.....
Sam and me weren´t interested in our GCSE´s . But this fact doesn´t matters for my mum, its like you were talking to a wall ( and I think even that would be more interesting=))
Like I had said in the beginning Sam and I talked about our future:
He wants to go to a college and I want to take the year out and go on with studying when the baby is one year old.
After our talk about this, theres just one more thing to do for us :
Waiting.......

1 Kommentar:

  1. hey!
    Waiting! This word exactly describes my feelings about having a baby. I also got my written exam, and you know it was terrible!!! But I didn´t really cared about the exam. I decided to break up school for one year. I wanted to be there for my baby and that meant breaking up school, and this meant also Waiting. For me my child was the most important thing back then. Now it still is, but I´ve learned to take some time only for me. I wanted to continue with school, when Roof was a bit older. Now I go to school again and I´m happy to go to school, Roof is in the kindergarden till lunch. Then I pick him up. Until this point I care about him for the rest of the day. Back then I couldn´t imagine to go to school and to care about Rufus, but now I´m an advanced mother, I guess, so I do both. And I´m happy that it workes!!!

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